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now when i caught myself i had to stop myself
from saying something that i shouldve never thought
whenicaughtmyself


私はJoeiです。
♥是一个会想太多，神经线超大条的奇怪人。
脾气也有些差，有暴力倾向，也有点头脑简单。
不过，我就是喜欢这样的我。
14, 3103.
Currently in NYGH, 2o7`o9.
And oh, I'm now wearing your heart on my finger.
只有你能让我这样微笑。
said hi since 260708
sweetheart(s) loving me

1 2 3
believein

Now when I caught myself,
I had to stop myself,
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself,
I had to stop myself,
From saying something that
I should have never thought of you, of you.
ifwordscouldsay


♥幸福是什么。
pushingandpulling

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Monday, January 5, 2009
一辈子的好朋友

Okay, you should know that this is addressed to you if you're seeing this. The both of you.

I'm sorry if I neglected you. I really didn't know it at that time, I swear. I'm sorry, I really am.
This is my first time doing this all, so I guess that I'll make mistakes somehow. But I never thought that my mistake would include you at all. I never intended to hurt you in anyway, really that would be the last of my wishes. It pains my heart to even make you sad in any kind of way. I was only trying to share my joy with you. Perhaps I was too wrapped up in my joy to read what your reactions meant. Maybe I overlooked your unhappiness. I don't know. I don't know why this has distanced us. I'm really sad to find out about this. But I'm trying, trying hard. Did you see? I'm already trying to the right this mistake that I've done. I understand it now. That was just a phrase.

I wasn't obessed. I was just really very happy. I'm sorry if I neglected your feelings. I had no clue.
And now I just want you to know that this doesn't change anything. Didn't and will not. All that change was that I had another one more important person in my heart. That's all. No one decreased in importance at all.

And every single time I read what you wrote, my heart felt as though it was being sliced apart. why has it come to this?

I refuse to let our friendship be scarred by this. You're really my bestest friends ever. I really treasure the time we have together.
Remember, I'll always be by your side no matter what.
ILY<3