whoo just out from a very satisfying shower. I tell you Herbal Essences Lavender shampoo simply rocks man! It really works for my hair rofl, now very smooth and soft. -一脸陶醉ing - And their advertisement is really creative you know the one about this black guy with curly hair then he uses this shampoo recommended by a shopkeeper then he goes back to complain cos his hair turned totally straight, soft and silky? hahah. good one. The smell's really nice too. Mmmmmh.

Okay enough talk about shampooo, you know 婷, Benny and Wei Jun they are coming back to Singapore with me (!) and staying until after Christmas yay. I'm going back this Sunday oh and by the way May who told you I went back already? I'm stilllll in Malaysia as you can see. And I don't really want to go back seriously ): No hard feelings though. I cannot believe that I have been here so long already (nearly 3 weeks!) and I'll have to wait for like 6 more months to come back again sob. I really love it here! you would too if you were here. LOL. Benny was like so 心急 to come to Singapore he started packing yesterday night lol. Hha, he even called to ask 婷 what did he have to bring. So anxious eh? It would be good to have them there. At least we won't have to say goodbye so soon. But I would still have to go for band cannot really accompany them. it would be the 1st Christmas I will spend with them yaay. So it would be really special♥

Oh and tomorrow the whole Ho family(Danny, Derek, Uncle and Auntie Ho) will be coming to Penang the island part via cruise and we're like supposed to meet up with them idk how. weird. Anyway we don't really talk do we? Though I do miss playing soccer with them. Aha, the good old days. but we seldom do it anymore.

Sometimes I feel that growing up is really a rather sorrowful thing. when we grow up, we lose the most precious things we have. We also lose the ability to get happiness from the simpler things in life. We lose bonds, friendships. We also lose the ability to just be simply happy cos there's nothing better to do. We lose the magic in life totally. Sometimes I really just want time to stop. I wonder if when I grow up I will remember the joy I got from playing soccer, or just having a good laugh. Will I ever remember the feeling of being pure and innocent? when we grow, we lose many friends. Some just leave no means of contact, some just go away. I wonder if 10 years from now, I will still be in conact with the people I love now. Or I won't even remember their faces. It's a really sorrowful thing to think about. I don't want to lose anything I have now. I'm really afraid to lose everyone precious to me. that's why I started saying that all my cousins must have a gathering next time when everyone's grown up, like those my mother and her siblings have now. I don't want to lose anybody. Please know that I love everyone of you out there. I really do. Time must move on of course it must and does too. But in some point of your life, please stop and try to remember the happy and troublefree times you used to have, the simple treasures in life you used to enjoy, and the many people you used to love so much. You wouldn't want to miss or lose any of those precious moments really you won't. So please try to remember and treasure them now before it's too late. Before it's time to say goodbye, as there's no such thing as a final goodbye. Goodbyes are final.

Dance like you have never danced before.
Sing as though no one can hear you.
Love as if you have never been hurt before.
Live as if heaven is on earth.

I really love these few lines. They really say it all. If you can do all this, happiness is surely yours.