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now when i caught myself i had to stop myself
from saying something that i shouldve never thought
whenicaughtmyself


私はJoeiです。
♥是一个会想太多，神经线超大条的奇怪人。
脾气也有些差，有暴力倾向，也有点头脑简单。
不过，我就是喜欢这样的我。
14, 3103.
Currently in NYGH, 2o7`o9.
And oh, I'm now wearing your heart on my finger.
只有你能让我这样微笑。
said hi since 260708
sweetheart(s) loving me

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Now when I caught myself,
I had to stop myself,
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself,
I had to stop myself,
From saying something that
I should have never thought of you, of you.
ifwordscouldsay


♥幸福是什么。
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Thursday, July 31, 2008

When is this ever going to end?

50th post!
finally i should think :D
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Band is like damn pro okays!
Left like only 100 tickets to full house :D
with such a sucky timingtoo i should add.
HAHA.
there's is even hope for a full house!
YAY:D
Go NYCB♥! We can do it! :D
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OKAY, i cried today in class.
and it wasn't even because i felt sad about what has happened between us.
I was thinking about Minhui and all the hurt she has caused her.
Poor Minhui :/
I felt that this is so unfair to her.
She's the one hurt the most deeply by all this.
They have known each other for like so long...
Then i got so angry, started biting my lip,
and i cried.
I was so pissed today at school.
NOW i'm just numb.
I give up.
cos like what carina said, this is really all a waste of energy.
I rather be doing something else, then thinking about her.
idc liao :X
Since things have come to this point, there's no point in trying to save anything.
It's like crying over spilt milk.

You are gone from my life
And today is the end of everything.
Today is the last day I'm ever going to feel anything about you.
Never again.
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
Today is the last day I'm gonna have an outbreak over this.
Never again.
Today I have shed the last tear over you.
Never again.
Today I'm gonna post the last post on this.
Never again.
Today marks the end of this.
EVERYTHING.
Today marks the end of everything and the start of a new day.
Goodbye. Sayonara, doumotachi

4 more days to concert! ♥